As per your chart, you would have an introspection of a higher order and so it is natural for you to ponder upon your thoughts of duality of your material needs vis-a-vis your spiritual and/or creative side.

You need to follow the Dharma of fulfilling your responsibilities and obligations . So while carrying out these duties you need to meditate and ponder upon the higher purpose.

That would give you greater inner-satisfaction and need to bring smiles on everyone around. This would be the correct path to your realisation of your objectives.

Best Wishes.